La Phalene

December 6, 2009

So this is adulthood…

Filed under: Uncategorized — admin @ 3:45 pm

My tuition bill came the other day and I can either pay for rent or school unless the gods provide, I’m nowhere near done my essay that’s due on Monday, I have a social obligation in a few hours it’s too late to flake on and I have two exams breathing down my neck. YOW!

Nobody told me that I’d reach 23 with very little in the way of marketable skills, no direction in life and complete disgust and despair about my planned degree. It all seemed to simple as a ten year old. I would be a scientist in a lab coat studying fish. These days, 4 years into poli sci/psych, loathing both, unemployed and living on the charity of others, I haven’t the foggiest notion how I’ll handle next term. Hell, next week is such a bloody debacle that I’m tempted just to curse the skies and quit, so I can go down in flames instead of ignomy.

2 Comments »

  1. Hello Phalene:

    I rather like your blog/journal. If you are interested in a much wider
    readership, I strongly recommend deviantart.com (“DA”) – esp. since you seemed
    inclined to art. The ids are free or paid. It is the largest art site on the net,
    and has _every_ genre well-represented.

    As well as my (very limited) fetlife profile, my online presence at
    DA is on dofaust and artin2007 – the latter is spicier and has several references
    to my SM leanings….

    You should know that almost any professional in almost any profession
    often is far more of a procrastinator than you would believe…. the stories
    I could tell you…. more for later I hope…

    cheerio
    Sid

    Comment by dofaust — December 7, 2009 @ 9:02 pm

  2. Hi Sid-

    I actually tried Deviant art- it’s not really my cup of tea, so I took my stuff down. I keep a blog to throw out random rants and “Aren’t I clever!” style mumbings.

    Comment by admin — December 7, 2009 @ 11:18 pm

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