My brain’s gone back on holiday again, leaving me with a sort of fatty pudding between my ears, that makes terrible, churning squoshy noises when I try to use it. I know so because I sat down to focus on my homework and I read half the chapter only to find out not a single word had actually passed from my eyes to my active memory.
Even as I type this, my eyelids are closing temselves. Napping during homework is not abnormal for me- I seem to run near constant sleep deprivation (I have all the symptoms according to the sleep health chart in the dr’s office, allowing me to over achieve in at least one feild in my life), which sleeping extra doesn’t seem to completely remedy. So far I’ve tried thicker curtains and a sleep mask, though sadly both leak. Perhaps I need a better quality mask, since my cutains only filter 1/4 of the light and my large nose makes the mask jut off my face with a big drafty gap on the bottom. Maybe I should also talk to a doctor about it again… Sadly they don’t really seem to be able to do much but check my thyroid a lot and question my caffiene intake suspiciously.
But anyway, these past few days have been especially bad as far as napping. I’ve conked out three days in a row for two or three hour naps and missed yoga because I’m just too physically and mentally stunned out. And now it’s straight to bed, fo another day of being a zombie. Nrrrrr… Need chronic fatigue treated!